corgiwithalaptop [any, love/loves]

I dont know shit about fuck I’m just a corgi with a laptop

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Cake day: June 27th, 2021

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  • Been in a band for 10 years, and in the middle of March I hit my burnout point and walked out of a practice to just go home. This started a domino effect that lead to 2 of the 4 of us quitting, and we haven’t gotten together since that night.

    I don’t listen to the kind of music we play anymore. I don’t feel connected. I don’t want to play shows. The last tour we did sucked shit and lead to me relapsing when I got home.

    However, we do have stuff booked here and there, and I’m not gonna leave anyone hanging on that front. This Monday, we’re all getting together to run a set, figure out transport for a few gigs this week, and just talk about the future. Have to tell the other person left “hey, I don’t wanna do anything in May either.” It’s gonna suck and I’ve already caused a lot of disappointment, but I gotta put my well being first, and I’ve wanted a break for a long long time, but never had the courage to say anything about it.

    That’s kinda the thing about me, and something I focus on a lot in therapy - I keep stuff locked in, hide stuff from people, even lie sometimes to keep peace. I hate it when people are mad at me, worried about me, disappointed in me, pretty much anything negative directed at me. I don’t handle it well, and it scares me to death.

    Really not looking forwards to this week.













  • Been putting Gamenative and Gamehub through their paces on an Odin 3. It’s a device that should be relatively futureproof as drivers for it’s current chips get better, and it’s been killer so far. WIth some tinkering, I’ve seen people running RE Requiem on it. While I like tinkering with settings and junk, I don’t really have an urge to play that one, so I can’t say much more than “yeah, it looks like it ran pretty smooth to me on this little Android handheld.” I also don’t fuck with Winulator, it’s too complicated for me. **

    Been playing:

    NFS Rivals

    Get to the Orange Door

    Ultrakill

    DMC 4

    Other than that, I did start getting into Warframe, it’s fun to be a space ninja with a sword and machine gun. I ain’t gonna put any money into it, but I haven’t really felt limited by that yet (granted, I am NOT far in the game, just about to start levels on Venus after the Earth boss).

    Switch emulation runs real well - currently doing:

    Burnout Paradise

    Risk of Rain 2 (I have it on Steam, but I’ve been having fun on a fresh file with the DLC pirated)

    Forgive Me Father 2 (love some cthulhu)

    Gal Gun 2 (yeah, yeah, it’s simple and silly)

    Hyrule Warriors 1

    ** If anyone is like jesse-wtf I’m happy to talk about it. I’m an emulation junkie.