After finally organizing another session, I spent the entire week being a bit bratty (I’m usually not at all). In response, she ordered a cattle prod!! That thing is so fucking scary 😨 the hum it emits when active makes me scared every time. You can see a bright lighting whenever it shocks you (although I wore a blindfold for most of them time). And goddamn it hurts!

This was the first time I could try out the hard point on the ceiling, so my hands were restrained above me and I was entirely defenseless. She put a blindfold on me so I couldn’t anticipate when I was hit and started using her canes and the cattle prod on me untill I couldn’t take it anymore. The meanest thing she did was to sometimes press the button on the cattle prod (so I could hear the humming) only to poke me with a cane. I screamed every time even without getting shocked