I will dance on more events and star on plays!
Today I went to a square dance event. When I stepped on stage, I didn’t think about how my mom never wanted me, about how I’m a weirdo. Just about hitting the steps.
People cheered for the me who had a pink dress, boots and knew the moves. Not for the me who’s always sleeping in class with earmuffs on.
I may be God’s mistake. But mistakes sometimes end in good things.
That’s how I’ll get the human approval I want: Dancing.
Maybe you guys should try it too ;)
Not in a place where I can personally follow the principle anymore but there’s a lot to be said about radical joy as a virtue as opposed to an outcome.
For somebody who is picking up that torch where I’ve left it, go hard as a motherfucker. I’m happy for you.