It’s because I’m sleeping.

I know that sounds weird to some, but I’ve eliminated everything else.

This weird, general-anesthesia feeling fatigue started after I was treated for something that kept me awake, so I started sleeping normally.

When I wake up, the feeling is EXACTLY like coming to from general anesthesia. I’ve been under before and you don’t forget that feeling. I’ll wake up clammy, feeling sick, retching. I don’t feel normal until around 8 pm.

By 4 AM I am buzzing. My physical movement speed is no longer sluggish and my thoughts are much faster. I’m also way more productive.

Then even though I don’t feel tired, I lie down on my bed because sitting up too long hurts my back. When I get too relaxed that’s when I fall asleep and feel fucked up. 3 hours, 8 hours. Doesn’t matter, if I hit deep sleep even for one cycle, that’s enough to flood my brain with general-anesthesia-like toxins it seems.