My current job is going great. I’m overwhelming myself. It’s important to remind myself that no one is overwhelming me.

The fact that I have a ton of projects that all hinge on me is a good thing, so long as folks aren’t jumping down my throat about deadlines. All I am hearing is positive feedback.

Trying my best right now is threefold; first is counterintuitive: take breaks and don’t burn yourself out. Lean on your coping mechanisms to get through the stress and ruminitive nature of a huge workload. Second, it’s communicating: update the teams that are relying on me if my suggested delivery time has moved. Third, it’s reminding myself that no one is upset with me and my performance.

just trying tbh, just reading ton of shit when AI is going to make all of that obsolete. soon I will have no job, no family and I will be fucking broke. ( I hope it doesn’t happen but It has high chances of happening ).

I wonder if I can live my life on charity