I’ve come to the conclusion that most human relationships are transactional and when you’re disabled you don’t offer enough for other people to want to transact with you.
My mom reacted to the sounds (not vocal) that are the sounds of hellish pain to me as being annoying to her and this is where I lost faith a bit in having any connections where I could ever be me.
Oof, I get that a ton, and every time I try to look for new friends, it seems like this alone cuts off 99.999% of the people for some reason.
I’ve come to the conclusion that most human relationships are transactional and when you’re disabled you don’t offer enough for other people to want to transact with you.
My mom reacted to the sounds (not vocal) that are the sounds of hellish pain to me as being annoying to her and this is where I lost faith a bit in having any connections where I could ever be me.