Shit, I haven’t even socially transitioned yet and nobody already takes me seriously.

Thank you. I had ordered not long before your comment, but I just double checked and accidentally selected total Estrogen instead of E2. Going through customer support now.

I’m in all of these and I don’t like it.

I may look into a more local org then. There’s a base building org in the city near me. I’d have to commute to the city to do anything with them, and my labor aristocratic background might make it hard for me to fit in, but I’m already deep in autistic burnout and only just now dealing with my egg cracking. I fear the extra stress would break me before any the skills or connections have a chance to stick.

Are there any better orgs to join? I want to start organizing and, even with pervasive SA and issues with the NDC years after what Eugene did to Marissa, they still seem like the best option by a long shot for libs like me with virtually no organizing experience or connections.

I will lib out with or without a pass. Become ungovernable.

Thank you. I’m crying reading this. Admitting to myself that I’m trans has been the only thing that’s given me even a tiny amount of faith in a future for myself.

I lost so much of my ability to want things. I’m not even sure what I want to do in my time on this Earth because the brainworms have eaten seemingly all of my ability to ever feel good or love people.

I’m in my early thirties and still live with my parents and even though they’re not transphobes, I’m still terrified of doing anything to make myself look noticeably more femme. I’m just so used to preemptively complying with what others expect out of me.

I did a silly yesterday. I caved to peer pressure and voted blue no matter who. I was already regretting it hours after doing so.

How do you get blood tests in burgerland doing DIY HRT? As far as I can tell, I need to present something to a lab corp or quest testing center. My primary doctor said to seek out an endocrinologist. The earliest available appointment is in January, and that’s just for a telehealth appointment and is probably for a full HRT prescription.

I reached out to a health network’s pride navigator and they said they don’t advise DIY and suggested some clinic or perhaps Planned Parenthood.

I looked up private testers and the top search results seemed sketchy as hell. A scam could be bad for me more than just financially in this political climate.

So, uh, yeah, I don’t know what to do besides seek a prescription and presumably be compelled to follow the dose the doctor prescribes instead of listening to my own body. Fuck, should I just increase my E dose without calibrating? That’s probably a bad idea, but I feel like I’m doing too little currently.

The more I hear about Michelle, the more I hate her.

Very hard. Then again, I’m a liberal who only larps as a communist online.

Xzibitionism

voting in the suburbs or in majority white/affluent places is invariably chill, in my experience.

I’m a white labor aristocrat nepo baby who lives in an affluent white suburb and vooted today. Can confirm it was chill.

MLK trapped in a tiny room with burger reich patterned walls.

How do you meet people to kiss when you’re shy, paranoid about data collection, living with your parents, and look terrible? Asking for a friend.

That’s why a fascist did it.

That looks like something one would use as a desktop background.