I think it’s really a reflection of the social conditions of our generation. Gen X chuds are a certain brand of paranoid and self absorbed, and generally made bad parents. Many western parents stopped letting their children participate in things outside the house because they were terrified their kid would get kidnapped. So instead, kids made friends with random people on the internet. So watching a stranger play Pokemon really doesn’t feel like much of a stretch for me.
I’m doing pretty good! Really need to move out of my ex’s. You buying me a coffee for tomorrow was a nice pick me up. I got put back on zoloft (think I said that in the mutual aid post) and that has been really great. Makes me pretty much who I remember myself being without the depression, and I think it’ll be easier not to drink now that I’m on it. 8 months is really cool, I’m glad you’ve been able to get there. Alcohol is truly the shittiest thing I’ve ever been addicted to. Stim cravings are super hard too though. Never got addicted to any stimulants, but still get random extremely strong cravings for them even after extremely long periods of sobriety from them. So I’m glad you don’t really have a way to get it right now. I mean I like being totally broke some days because it helps me not drink.
That job is so cool. I’m really glad you’re getting caught up on finances. It makes such a big difference in stress levels to start getting by again. I really love that for you.
I don’t scroll anywhere else, everybody else is depressing
Damn they didn’t close at 12:30, kinda ruined the post
I think you meant an hour
Mao saving me from embarrassment when I can’t
I’m doing pretty great! I got put back on Zoloft this week and that has been excellent so far. I just feel a helluva lot happier, I’ve been slowly working on the horrible depression den that is my room. As always, I’m on the Pokemon Showdown grind. I need to get back into reading.
Yeah, I mean I was a middle schooler when Gamergate started and I never went harassing people because of it, but I definitely was caught up in Gamergate when it was first going down. It’s one of the reasons I’ll always love Hbomberguy, because watching his videos was how I ended the youtube algorithm death slide that was Gamergate.
Eventually you build a tolerance and the weed doesn’t help with that anymore :/
Child/house care is often considered a second shift,
Sad that I can’t make it, I really wanted to make this my first movie night but I’m gonna be busy tonight. Guessing it’s a livestream and I won’t be able to watch I saw the TV glow later?
Yeah, I’m very well versed in withdrawal and psychosis. You need to get her into a hospital. They will give her some Librium and maybe shoot her up with Ativan. Alcohol withdrawal is capable of killing, she could literally just seize out because she puts down the bottle for too long one day. I came into my outpatient place with crazy bad shakes but relatively low alcohol consumption. They called an ambulance for me immediately because of just how bad I was doing. They were worried I was going to die right there.
She’s also probably self medicating to some degree. Getting into treatment for mental health was a game changer that made not drinking worth it.
I’d be very down for this job. Do you mind if I PM you?
What is this? I’d be really interested since my job doesn’t pay for shit.
Calling the cops is for moments that you are sure the situation would be made better by someone being shot.
I’d say fent smells plastic-y.
I also enjoy Red quite a bit. Pork and Beans is such a great track
People who shit on skibidi toilet simply forgot what it was like to be a kid 🤷♀️
Bandit would never
Sounds like you’re talking about those osirises with the horrible colors