If they couldn’t handle me at my mental health worst, then they dont get me at my…fuck it, whatever, ive been thinking about hanging it up for years anyways 💅💅💅💅💅💅💅💅
Lmao i dont even listen to doom anymore, its been fuckin years. Might go back to doing folk punk shit, or at least doing “full band” stuff on my laptop like I did when I started doing metal.
Also im going to bed now. On some new brain shit that makes me sleep (seroquel). I dont expect or really wanna have any conversations about this right now. I just wanted to post to make myself feel better.
It’s fucking tough out there homie. Consciously removing myself from any sort of local scene for that past few years doesn’t leave me with a ton of contacts to hit up if I resume working on it later.
Many of my “contacts” in my local scene have children in my age, lol. And for the record, I accidentally wrote “from the 2000s” instead of “before” in the previous reply.