Miisha, you are NOT repulsive. You are really, genuinely, emphatically beautiful. And i dont just mean that in an “everyone is beautiful” way. I mean you are a catch. A hottie! An absolute babe! I really do understand how impossible it seems to change your self image, but i found that when i forced myself to stop saying self deprecating stuff, it really helped to change the way i think. I hope you can come to see yourself in the way the rest of us see you. As a beautiful, funny, and unstoppably horny woman.